April Showers

Sinister and sly She waits The slap of the grave Again and again She moves about, My closest friend The visit comes I'm sedate So I wait Again and again Starting over She never ends

I've waited my whole life for the big awful. You know, the thing that happens that is IT, the monumental event of doom. That. I waited my whole life for that. And it happened, proving that I'm not suffering from anxiety, because anxiety is things that COULD happen. My big awful did happen. So here I am, with proof that horrible things happen. And will continue to happen. So I wait for the next big awful.